Hope For Change

I am very happy with how today turned out!!

Because I was training my dogs to walk properly, i walked for 1 hour and 15 minutes today! Plus I did the 15 minute training video of Turbo Jam again! WOW! I am so happy with that! I am so happy that my dogs need to be walked everyday, gives me alot of motivation.

Yesterday I read my first chaper of Thin Within. WOW! Let's be honest, I cried. So much of what they were saying, about trying diets and all these other things that have failed, about how I think about myself, about how I don't think I will ever change, all of it applied to me! I really felt like they wrote the book just for me! I have also done the second day. I really like it so far. I like that it is a lifestyle change, not a diet.

I was thinking a bit about that today, and one of the ways this method is different than anything else I have tried is because it focuses on God! No wonder nothing has worked for me before! I totally left God out of it! I have so much more hope for change now! How can I fail if God is in it with me! Pray that I will stick with it and God will give me tonnes of motivation!

I am so excited! I am excited to feel better about myself. I am excited to get healthy. I am excited to go shopping and feel good about myself, and fit normal clothing!

Clothing is always such a big pain for me. I can still shop at some normal stores, but most of the styles of clothes I like either I don't fit them or they don't suit my body type. I CAN NOT wait to go shopping and BUY BUY BUY so many clothes that I like. I feel like I am been missing out of clothing shopping for years and years. I have just bought stuff cause it fit. I can't wait to be an M!

YAY for God, who is always there for us and cares about every little desire of our hearts and wants the best for us!