I have had lots of questions from people so far. How is it doing? Do you know anything? Do you feel different? How are you passing the time?
I am doing good. I am trying not to think too much about it. When I think too much about it I start to get really excited. Excited that this could really be it, that I could be pregnant right now. It all gets so real. But then I also get super nervous that AF is going to come, that this won't work and then I try to prepare myself for the letdown. This is about the point my head start to spin and I force myself to think about something else. The unknown is killing me!
I don't feel different yet. Today is 7DPO so it would be the first day the embryos could be implanting, so naturally I wouldn't have been able to feel anything before today.
And to pass that time, I have consumed myself with getting my house in order! I have been doing more unpacking, picking out paint colours, looking up DIY decor ideas, etc. Hopefully our flooring and painting can be done in the next few weeks so I can start putting stuff up on the walls and unpack the rest of the house!
I am doing good. I am trying not to think too much about it. When I think too much about it I start to get really excited. Excited that this could really be it, that I could be pregnant right now. It all gets so real. But then I also get super nervous that AF is going to come, that this won't work and then I try to prepare myself for the letdown. This is about the point my head start to spin and I force myself to think about something else. The unknown is killing me!
I don't feel different yet. Today is 7DPO so it would be the first day the embryos could be implanting, so naturally I wouldn't have been able to feel anything before today.
And to pass that time, I have consumed myself with getting my house in order! I have been doing more unpacking, picking out paint colours, looking up DIY decor ideas, etc. Hopefully our flooring and painting can be done in the next few weeks so I can start putting stuff up on the walls and unpack the rest of the house!
Glad to hear you're doing well..I understand how this can feel like THE LONGEST 2ww! When's your beta?
ReplyDeleteYou've got the right idea keeping yourself busy - that'll help make the time go by faster:) Would love to see pics of your finished house projects!
And I admire your staying level-headed about everything; I of course hope and pray you are pregnant! But I understand not wanting to get your hopes up just yet.
Know I am praying for you, sweet friend.