I have had lots of questions from people so far. How is it doing? Do you know anything? Do you feel different? How are you passing the time?
I am doing good. I am trying not to think too much about it. When I think too much about it I start to get really excited. Excited that this could really be it, that I could be pregnant right now. It all gets so real. But then I also get super nervous that AF is going to come, that this won't work and then I try to prepare myself for the letdown. This is about the point my head start to spin and I force myself to think about something else. The unknown is killing me!
I don't feel different yet. Today is 7DPO so it would be the first day the embryos could be implanting, so naturally I wouldn't have been able to feel anything before today.
And to pass that time, I have consumed myself with getting my house in order! I have been doing more unpacking, picking out paint colours, looking up DIY decor ideas, etc. Hopefully our flooring and painting can be done in the next few weeks so I can start putting stuff up on the walls and unpack the rest of the house!
I am doing good. I am trying not to think too much about it. When I think too much about it I start to get really excited. Excited that this could really be it, that I could be pregnant right now. It all gets so real. But then I also get super nervous that AF is going to come, that this won't work and then I try to prepare myself for the letdown. This is about the point my head start to spin and I force myself to think about something else. The unknown is killing me!
I don't feel different yet. Today is 7DPO so it would be the first day the embryos could be implanting, so naturally I wouldn't have been able to feel anything before today.
And to pass that time, I have consumed myself with getting my house in order! I have been doing more unpacking, picking out paint colours, looking up DIY decor ideas, etc. Hopefully our flooring and painting can be done in the next few weeks so I can start putting stuff up on the walls and unpack the rest of the house!
1 comment:
Glad to hear you're doing well..I understand how this can feel like THE LONGEST 2ww! When's your beta?
You've got the right idea keeping yourself busy - that'll help make the time go by faster:) Would love to see pics of your finished house projects!
And I admire your staying level-headed about everything; I of course hope and pray you are pregnant! But I understand not wanting to get your hopes up just yet.
Know I am praying for you, sweet friend.
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