Fading...

One of Maeve's boys is not doing great. I got home after work today and he was weak, dehydrated and has yellow stuff coming out of his nose. I hate this. I try to tell myself that it is ok if I lose one or two cause I already have so many, but it still breaks my heart. I have him warming up on a little heaty pad right now and I am warming up some milk for him. I am going to tube feed him. Maybe it will bring him around, but it doesn't look good. :(