Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Birthday Gift Fail

I had the best plan ever for Eric's birthday on Thursday. It was going to work out perfectly.

I was going to tell him that he is going to be a father.

The way my cycle was working out, I could have tested this morning and then I would have just had to keep the secret all to myself for just ONE day.

It was going to be perfect.

But Aunt Flo don't like perfect. She likes to show up announced and on time, of course, to formally ruin my grand plans.

I know I should be thankful. The naturopathic treatments and my surgery are still working. And I am so thankful for that. It will be another 6 months at least before we can do any more fertility treatments because of the waiting list, so the natural way is my only hope for now. Maybe next month? Pray hard for me k?


Stacey said...

PRAYING!!!! It's awesome that your cycle is showing up regularly. That in itself is a good sign :)

Jennifer said...

Have been praying and will continue to pray that God will bring a baby into your family.

Hillary said...

Oh Lindsey, my heart just aches for you even more after reading this. I'm so sorry things didn't work out the way you hoped.
I know there's pretty much nothing I can say or do to make you feel better, but I do want you to know that I'm praying for you.
Thanks for being so honest on here... it makes it a lot easier to understand what you're going through and it encourages me to pray for you more, that God would heal your aching hearts...

All in His Perfect Timing said...

Oh, I'm so sorry about CD1. I hope you have your fantasy announcement someday soon. That Aunt Flo is a nasty, nasty woman. :(

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