Auntie F unpacked her bags today, which means yet another month of waiting.
I am SO SO SO thankful that everything is working naturally and that my body is working the way it was designed to. But I am also confused. If I am ovulating, all my tests are normal (MRI, HSG, U/S, Surgery) and Eric's tests are normal, why can't we conceive a baby on our own.
I feel like a piece of the puzzle is missing. Like there is something else wrong that hasn't been found yet.
This next cycle will hopefully be our last one before we get the call from Heartland. One last try to get it right on our own before I pumped my self full of drugs and we go into more debt.
I do know this will all be worth it in the end. But when you are smack dab in the middle it is really hard to visualize that as a reality.
I am SO SO SO thankful that everything is working naturally and that my body is working the way it was designed to. But I am also confused. If I am ovulating, all my tests are normal (MRI, HSG, U/S, Surgery) and Eric's tests are normal, why can't we conceive a baby on our own.
I feel like a piece of the puzzle is missing. Like there is something else wrong that hasn't been found yet.
This next cycle will hopefully be our last one before we get the call from Heartland. One last try to get it right on our own before I pumped my self full of drugs and we go into more debt.
I do know this will all be worth it in the end. But when you are smack dab in the middle it is really hard to visualize that as a reality.
3 comments:
I think that even if everything is working and normal, it still can take the average couple many months to conceive. Hang in there! It's so encouraging to hear that things are looking good!
My husband and I are still waiting on the Lord to give us children so I understand the heartache. Have you looked into chiropractic? I recently began chiropractic treatment due to some neck and back issues...began researching chiropractic and infertility and was really surprised at what I found. Apparently, many women who were previously unable to conceive-regardless of the reason (blocked tubes, endometriosis, not ovulating, etc.) - were able to conceive after beginning chiropractic treatments. Just thought I would mention it. Best wishes.
unexplained infertility... saddly its the case in so so many women. Hoping you get that call from HL soon!
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