I absolutley love reading other people's blogs! I know I am not the only one, but I just had to say it. I really suck at keeping up with people, and blogs are the perfect way for me to keep up to date. I already have a long list of ones that I check often. Thats partly why I started this one.
It is about 3:45 pm right now and I am at work. Everyone is gone and it is awesome. There is usually someone here until 4:30. This is a first!! And I am almost done cleaning everything! It is so relaxing. I love my job, everyday is different. (For those who don't know I work at Gimli Veterinary Services in Gimli). Everyday different animals and different people come in, it is so nice. I am the type of person that hates a repetitive job. There are some things that are repetitive, but i don't really mind doing those things. I am listening to Christmas music, LOUD. LOL! People come in and try and talk to me and I am like "WHAT!! PLEASE SPEAK UP". Well, I guess it is not that loud, but I still feel dangerous. The only thing I don't like about my job are the hours. I hate getting home so late everyday, and some days I am sooooo tired when I get home. Oh, also, the pay really sucks. But other than all that , I guess the pro's outweigh the con's.
Our home is still a disaster, but we are done painting the walls. I want to eat them, they look like chocolate! I love it. The floors are half done. They just have to screw down the plywood and put in the laminate, which I think they are doing right now. Yay. Our living room is going to be so nice! I am so excited!
For the last couple of months I have felt so distant from God, lately it has been a little better. I just haven't felt on fire for so long. I used to be so pumped about God and talking about Him to everyone, but now I just feel scared, and I don't even want to bother. It is horrible. I think I just need to focus on Him rather than other things. Money seems to take up alot of my thoughts and it is not good. I wish there was no money, life would be so much more simple. I hate worrying about it all the time. I just wish I could win the lottery and pay off all of our debt and run away to europe. But I guess you have to buy a ticket for that.
-Lindsey
4 comments:
lindsey, i agree that blogs are a superb way to keep in touch... like for example, how else would i know what you were thinking about yesterday at work?
i love your honesty, about not being on fire... so much better to admit it than to pretend isn't it? i'd say that for me, the fire is burning, but not raging as it sometimes has or as it will again! i feel so content these days, but want to badly to make sure that that contentment doens't turn into complacency!
i love you, and love knowing that you're only a few hundred metres away right now!
g'night,
dayna
Hi Lindsey! Are you living in the trailer behind the church? Keith and I always loved that yard! Sooo much privacy. I'm sure it's going to look great when you're done. Maybe somtime we can come visit you there.
Hey Lindsey!
I enjoy reading your blog! Thanks for your openness!
~Sarah
Amen Sister! I Love Bloggng! What a great way to keep others in touch with your life.
I remember when I worked in Riverton and had such a hard time spending time with God. Often I'd put on a CD and just sing as loud as I wanted to God. Sometimes I even raised my hands! Just remember, closing eyes while driving is bad, no, no.
Keep your chin up!
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